At 26

Days after turning 26, I have embarked on an unintended and unplanned "life reflection" (or whatever it may be called).

And that reflection came unexpectedly. I was pretty comfortable with my life, then stress from grad school hit me.

I was just browsing through my blogs when I saw and realized that my last entry was a birthday wishlist. So here's a look on what I've got and still trying to achieve.

• that 50mm f/1.8 lens

Not practical to buy for myself, and not expecting anyone to give it to me anytime soon; unless stress hit me big time that I need a regular form of release of wasteful energy (in the form of a camera and smaller lens, which is less costly than a brand new compact P&S camera)

• books (fiction/fantasy, non-fiction that are fun to read)

Pinay gave me a book, and I love it! Thanks so much! :)

• good health (and funds for check-up)

I'm working on this one (check up, funds) and praying that God will give me better health.

• writing skills (for those papers)

Still hoping...

• wisdom (patience, endurance, and ability to survive grad school and beyond)

Praying on it... And still working on it... That's why I'm here writing again.

• tickets (to travel)

Thanks thanks thanks for the tickets! I just forgot to tell my Dad that I'll be using my passport again a few months from now... :P

Two years ago, I was surprised to realize that I was already 24, on the mid-20's range. Last year, I was excited on my new adventure: graduate school and a clearer path to my dream. This year, I've realized I am already on the higher half of the 20's range. I have been feeling good about my life and direction until the stress of this new program hit me. What have I gotten myself into? Am I lacking in emotional maturity to face this new (or just upsized) adventure?

Maybe God just wants me to reassess my life, and be more thankful and appreciative of my life. I am thankful. Yet, I pause for a bit, gather some strength, faith and courage, renew my focus, prepare for some jolt in the ride, and LIVE.