June 26, 2009

Where do I start?

I want to say something, but do not know how to say it. Or at least how to present it or start it. Here's the thing: I want to enjoy my life, I want to have a worthwhile life, and I want to share my life with the world. But life is short, so I don't want to waste time and hence I want to start living a life worth living and sharing now.

How do I share my life?

Start small. Here I write again to share my life through writing. I hope that I could write and be able to inspire someone, somewhere, sometime.

Of course, I wish I could do more. I hope I could do more to share my life. I want to teach, and inspire kids (or just kids at heart) to live a wonderful life and to share their lives, too.

But then, "sharing your life" is a concept that's rather vague. It could mean a whole lot of range of different things. Ha, just be happy and share a worthwhile life with others. ;)

What's a life worth living?

No answer. Shouldn't the answer really be on a case-to-case basis? I'm different from you are, anyway, and what's worthwhile for you may not be for me, or vice versa.

As for me, I just want to inspire others, teach, and if I could, work for some economic progress (of some sort).

Now, here I am again saying I hope to write here regularly and share the stuff I'm loving (and not?). But, I've also wanted to take photos to show snippets of my life through my other blog. I wish I could do it this time.

So what am I up to?

Master of Arts in Economics student. Loving it, but I'm not yet sure if the program is loving me. I'm actually surprised with myself. I find myself excited to study, to solve problems, to find out how to work out that problem, to understand basic economic concepts, and to use the library properly (i.e., not for chatting.)

Yet again, I have a problem in discipline and my fitness. Even if I am excited, I still haven't studied properly. It has been just spurts of studying, not really a sustained effort. And I still get tired easily, but my excitement somehow offsets that to enable me to have energy in my classes.

Hmm... so far, I'm loving school. New challenges, renewed brain activity, new acquaintances (and hopefully to be real friends), new chapter. That feels just right. Maybe my enthusiasm with this new "routine" made me embrace my turning 25. I was even more in denial when I turned 24. Now at 25, I am happy and looking forward to a LIFE.

:)