Lost Again: Thinking Too Much

What should I be doing? What do I really want to do? What do I really want?

I'm (semi) deep in thought again as to what I want to do, what I should be doing, and if I'm doing the right thing. Too much thinking.

Sometimes I wish I'm just the typical person who's contented (or appear to be contented) with going to an office, working as an employee, and helping that company grow tons of income. (Un)Fortunately, I'm not.

Then, add the questions of how to live my life. How do I balance my crazy wants with the practical and mundane things in my world? How do I ensure that I have the resources to live my life? Then again, how do I want to live my life? Really?

Oh, I'm lost again. Help me. Please.